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i think my positivity is waning...

perhaps 'cause i'm free-er this week.
(refer to previous post on pre-occupation)

or maybe it's just a re-realization of how fucked up the world is.
like a page refresh.

just look at the news and you'll see.
war, murder, rape, corruption.
the resignation of the IMF chief due to allegations...
the mis-appropriation of funds by maris stella's brother anthony...

you call that a brother?

and seriously, what's with the use of 'misappropriation'.
steal say steal, embezzle say embezzle.
bloody loot and pilfer don't say misappropriate.
makes it sound like an honest mistake only, like misjudge or miscalculate.

and it's not only for people in positions of power...
in normal civilian life too, we see shit happening.

in relationships, with cheating, insecurity, and all sorts of bloody nonsense.
in business and work, where some people have absolutely zero work ethic.
in the public, where countless have no civic-mindedness.
no compassion for the poor, no sympathy for the elderly.
no sense of morality, no backbone for what's right and wrong.
no common sense, and no heart for those in need.

perhaps the word 'altruism' should not exist in the dictionary.
for the world is evil... and people make up the world so what do you think?

i do hope though, that this positivity shall not dwell in the doldrums for too long.
based on the negativity of the past few posts, it is not entirely wrong to say that my psychological well-being hasn't really been in the best of conditions lately.
however, i sincerely wish that the next few posts might be happier ones, and at least, ones that serve to encourage and uphold the p.i.p.

i'm not trying to take it easy babe
i'm not trying to help you see
i'm not trying to take us over babe
i'm just trying to believe


maybe i, i'm not so easily stung
maybe i, i got some love for someone
maybe i, i'm just a story for you
maybe i, i'll be the do you oughta' do