regrettables

[regrettables (econ.): consumption items that do not directly produce utility]

it's true that psychologists cannot read minds.

no one can for that matter...

however, behaviour definitely speaks for itself.

the tell-tale signs are salient, conspicuous to the eye.

and having made my observations, i'll accept them.

honestly speaking, i'll feel sincerely sorry if what i've done in the past did not live up to standards.

one might deny implying that, but we're all entitled to our own opinions.

and similarly, i will respect the opinions of others, only hoping that in return they might respect mine.

furthermore, i believe that personally, i'd discharge my duties to the best of my abilities, and more specifically, at any point of time in the past, i would have made informed decisions and chose the best course of action that i deemed fit.

it may not always have been the best choices that i selected, but damn it no one can see into the future.

as long as we attempted to do the right thing in the best way possible, i think that would have been enough.

no one could ask for anything more than that.

either way, what's done is done and cannot be changed.

we all have our regrets in life.

but the only thing that matters is what we choose to do now.

hope this makes sense.

i wake up

it's a bad dream

no one on my side

i was fighting

but i just feel too tired

to be fighting

guess i'm not the fighting kind

wouldn't mind it

if you were by my side

but you're long gone

yeah, you're long gone now