embrace or repress?

i just spent half an hour, trying to put my wildly wandering thoughts neatly down into this blogpost.
'cause it struck me today, this question.

should we embrace being ourselves, or repress this so-called innate behaviour just because the world says that it isn't good for us?
wouldn't that be lying to ourselves and somewhat forcing the truth down under the carpet?
and besides, we all know that it will eventually surface and come to light someday.

anyway, i wrote quite a lot of gibberish...
unstructured thoughts in poorly formed sentences.
but then i chose to delete the entire chunk and fill the space up with this instead.

haha i think it's pretty apt man.
and it really sums up what i've been trying to say about repressing the truthful honest words.
we always replace them with the facade that we'd rather the world see.

oh and the dream i had this morning just backs me up like nobody's business.

she's outta' my hands
and i'll never know where i stand