save me

sigh, lately i've been feeling terribly down and out...
like it's almost some minor form of temporary depression or something.

furthermore, having to pretend that i'm fine all the time really is taking its toll.
i know that i'm not a positive person to begin with, so i do try to incorporate some aspects of it (such as being cheerful) into daily life... but at the end of the day when i'm at my lowest moments, i realize that i don't have anyone to turn to.
guess it's 'cause i don't wanna' burden them, or perhaps i just don't wanna' let them know that i am sad or weak or whatever. and so it's just me and the darkness of my room each night, coupled with overthinking and insomnia.

you may ask me, "what's causing all this?" and to that i will tell you that i don't know... but deep down inside, i guess i do know...
all the many reasons that could so well be contributing factors.

and that's just me for you.


i feel my wings have broken in your hands
i feel the words unspoken inside
and they pull you under
and i would give you anything you want, no
you were all i wanted
all my dreams are falling down
crawling 'round and 'round


somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don't care how you do it
just stay, stay
c'mon, i've been waiting for you


i see the world has folded in your heart
i feel the waves crash down inside
and they pull me under
and i would give you anything you want, no
you were all i wanted
all my dreams have fallen down
crawling 'round and 'round


somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don't care how you do it
just stay, stay
c'mon, i've been waiting for you


all my dreams are on the ground
crawling 'round and 'round


somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don't care how you do it
just stay, stay
i made this whole world shine for you
just stay, stay
c'mon, i'm still waiting for you