and it hasn't really quite sunk it properly yet.
but the feeling of it all being so surreal, i guess, is slowly creeping in as reality attempts to hit me... i suppose the only way from here is to move on, since after all, we all have to choose to be happy (heard from somewhere during the ndp rally yesterday).
not easy.
there are so many things to say, but it's just impossible to verbalize them right now. even as i sit in my room at 3pm in the afternoon typing this, the skies outside are an accurate reflection of the turmoil and feelings swirling inside of me: dark, cloudy, rainy, cold.
i cannot put into words all the emotions i'm experiencing, and it actually is really difficult attempting to write a coherent post here with proper content.
anyway, keeping in line with the post title, the whole point of me starting a new post today is that i would just like to note down here, that i've just closed shut my 2011-2012 organiser.
been keeping it open at the last 2 weeks, but i guess it's time to switch to the new 2012-2013 one...
although the new one is all filled with blank pages and new lines for things to be written down in (the stuff that i am going to do this sem), the old one has all the many scribbles and notes in it, of everything planned, done, and experienced last sem and throughout the holidays.
and it really feels rather upsetting to not be able to see those things now.
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